Tuesday, August 28, 2012

I still

I still think of you in the warmth of night
I still dream of you in the silence of my room
I still let the heart ache when I know you are hurting
I still smile at the thought of your eyes looking at mine
I still cry at the pain of not having you near
I still jump when I hear anything about you
I still would burn this world to ashes to protect you
I still could rip my heart out to save you from a ounce of pain
I still hurt when I think of you crying
I still would talk to you for hours everyday
I still miss you so
I still love you with every might of my being
I still worship all that is you

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Weather Art and Indiegogo

I often am asked, "What can I do to help Weather Art out?"
Besides spreading the word, you can go to this site below and donate five dollars or more.
Even if you cannot do that, simply spread the word about us and our page on indiegogo.
It really makes a impact on things and helps us move forward. Plus we never forget all that have helped us out.
Thanks guys

http://www.indiegogo.com/mylastgoodbyephase2

Monday, August 13, 2012

Destiny's words

"The fire of denial burns hot. The cup of misery overflows. Take my hand, look into my eyes. You no longer walk your road alone."-Destiny- The Vampire Histories



"We all want someone to love and for that someone to love us back. The problem is, most of us settle for anyone. I am not anyone. I am that someone who wants to be in your life, regardless of your past." -Destiny- The Vampire Histories




"Love is something you just cannot explain. Words give it no justice. All I know is that you are my God and I am your Goddess. I want you inside of me.I need to feel your love for me. I need your hands on me, bringing me closer to you in ways that defie logic. I want to worship you as you worship me. I need you to live. I cannot  breathe without  you . No matter how  great the distance you might be from me, I will rejoice in the fact that your heart beats only for me and that one day I will see you again.  You are Adam and I am Eve and being in your arms is like Eden to me and I never want to leave."
-Destiny- The Vampire Histories




Vampire Histories

"These dark places where once filled with light and love. Hope for a wiser day and a better tomorrow.
Then the world changed. I changed and my heart was broken into dust, like the dirt I rode on to save my family. Even the most powerful knight cannot stop the flames of hate and fear of the unknown.
You think me as a monster. And you are rightfuly so. But understand, every monster is not born that way. He is made by other monsters who delight from pain, in smoke and shadow"
-Rodrik- The vampire Histories

Friday, August 10, 2012

You still have time

The images of you in my mind
define all of time


Swallowing history of you is a bitter messiah that
I worship in plain view
of only me
You haunt my very footsteps
even though
you pretend in the arms of another


Why did it happen?
What has become of our village?
And the snake dance
little spoken words over the phone
Miles away
I could hear your smile


These movements are killing me by the hour


Amazing moments now forever gone
in anger
disbelief
How did we grow to hate
in a space of a day?
Fools weve become
Idoits
clowns
to nothing
We were so close baby
So damn close


Escape with me to the sunset
To the sunrise of what we should be

Deserted minds, come play with us
mixing worlds
sun with the sea

Your ghost is worst at night
Wait for me it says
wait for me
do not go
you cannot go...I will not let it happen so
Dried eyes do nothing for a wet heart

I will awake someday in a new grove
with no jaws of everything around me
Till then
you still have time baby
you still have time

Update

I have now begun the hard write on the script for the Vampire Histories.  Its been a long process to get to this point but I feel that the story is solid enough to begin writing.
This will be a joint venture with my friend Danny from Weather Art and should be done...when its done.
I never would have thought that this story would turn out to consume me the way it has. It has turned into one of my "babies".
The turns in my personal life have actually helped in the process. I have been able to pull from feelings that I am currently going through as fuel for this story. And there is ALOT of "feelings" in this tale.
This tale isnt freakin Twlight!
I will still be posting a few more "things" here on my blog to kind of get the story out there more soon.
Take care

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Destiny's Report

                                                                                                                         Chickamauga, Georgia
                                                                                                                                     October 9, 2015
                                                                                                                                      22:01

Agent:
Rodriguez, Destiny: #1618

Report/Summary
 Office of the One

Dispatched to investgate disturbance #71974. The following is my report.


Upon arriving on scene, we were greeted with the sight of sixteen bodies, all of which had been drained of blood and had the markings of a vampire attack.
 Fourteen of the bodies belonged to a state road crew who were doing minor repairs to the road and removal of underground pipes. Two of the bodies were a news team sent to cover the construction.

In the process of cleaning the scene, we recovered the news team's video and viewed  what was captured.
Upon re- viewing the footage obtained on the scene, the road crew had indeed stumbled upon a vampire buried in the ground. Once freed, the vampire, killed everyone by typical vampire fashion.
At the end of the video, the camera catches the face of the unknown vampire as he kills both reporter and camera man.
Footage of the film was sent to the bunker for analyzes. Results have indentified unknown vampire as
Rodrik.

Case File Vampire, Rodrik

Male
Orgin: Unknown
Age: 750 years to 900 years old
Height: Six Feet four inches
Weight: Two hundered and twenty plus pounds
Spawns: One current spawn, Alexander( case file : Alexander)
Subject is Deceased
Cause of Death: Unknown
Update to Case File:
Subject is alive

After out team "cleaned" the scene, I dispatched Agent August to begin recon of the area. Agent August found a group of young girls dead, having been drained of their blood. Bodies were left without any effort of disposal.
The team was sent and the area has been cleaned.
At this time, I sent Agent August to recon the closest graveyard. Upon nightfall, Agent August observed Rodrik and a unknowen male, rise from a crypt. I advised the agent to remain in his postion but it appears he has gone against my orders and is tailing the subjects.
Last knowen location of the agent and the subjects is west of  Atlanta heading toward the state line in a stolen car.
Myself and the team arrived on scene and began cleaning the crypt where we came upon a book.
The book appears to be a diary of the unknown male seen walking with Rodrik.

Diary is included with report
Summary of Diary
Unknown male is known as Mark/ Marcus
Age: 18
He is a new spawn of Rodrik and from what he has written in his diary, has only been a vampire for two days.
Diary says Rodrik is planning on killing Alexander for betraying him. Subjects are traveling toward his location (which is unknown)
This agent is unclear as what to do about Agent August.
Awaiting orders
Rodriguez, Destiny: #1618

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Minutes later, Destiny's phone rings
Destiny: Hello
Female: Office of the One. Hold please
Unknown male voice: Agent Rodriguez? This is the One
Destiny: It is a honor sir.
The One: Agent? You have dome a remarkable job. Please tie all lose ends up and return to the bunker.
Destiny: Sir? What about Agent August?
The One: We are in commucation with Agent August. Return to the bunker. Job well done.
Line goes dead
Destiny: What the fuck is going on?
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The One: The line is secure old friend
August: Per your request, I am tailing Rodrik. He is indeed heading toward Alexander's location
The One: Typical Rodrik. Even after almost 40 years in the ground, he hasnt changed
August: He has had one "guest"
The One: Oh really? Who might that be?
August: The Vampire Roman
The One: (laughter). Oh this is delightful. Any ideas on what those two spoke about
August: Unclear. They spoke for about thirty minutes.
The One: This is working out better than I thought.
August: Orders?
The One: Keep the tail going. Do not expose yourself to Rodrik. Distance is the key at this moment
August: Yes sir.
The One: Do not attempt to kill Rodrik's new spawn Marcus either. Roman is of no concern to me right now. If you see him again, kill him on site.
August: yes sir.
The One: I am sending the unit team to Alexander's current location. Once you have arrived, my new orders will be sent. Its finally coming to a end, old friend. All of it
August: Yes sir
Line goes dead






Monday, August 6, 2012

The diary of The Vampire Marcus(part one)

I am not really sure anymore what a normal life is.
You think things will go a certain way in life. You are born, you grow, you meet that perfect someone, have kids, and die with your loved ones around you.
That was my way of thinking until my death came soaring down upon me like a sudden fever. A sudden end to my human life and I was helpless to stop it.
You see, I am a vampire. Yes you read that correctly. A vampire. Part of legends like werewolves, ghosts, and UFOs
Only thing is I never asked for this nor do I want it.
I never wanted any of this madness and hate for me. I wanted to live to be normal. Now that will never happen. Now I am caught in a whirlwind of murder,blood, and revenge against another vampire that I do not know.
My maker, Rodrik is at war with a former spawn who betrayed him some thirty years ago. A vampire who stood up to his cruelty and impriosned him so he could be free of this sickness that Rodrik is.
My human father was much the same way as Rodrik.
Full of a endless hate, self centered,cruel, and quick to deliver punishment to me over the smallest infraction.
And like my father, I am a disappoinment to Rodrik for my "humanity".And like my father, I am the center of his anger and the whipping boy for his blame
Rodrik is pure rage. Pure evil and twisted inside. And from what I have witnessed Rodrik, has no problem killing. He rather seems to enjoy pro-longing the torment of his victims and takes pleasure in seeing the total fear in his victims eyes.
I hate the killing the most. I cant stand hearing the screaming and begging for life. And I am forced to do this to stay alive  to please a lunatic maker, bent on soaking this world in blood.
We came upon a group of young girls( none of them could be older than 10) who were heading home. Rodrik pounced upon the entire group and killed two of them before the rest could even react. I sat in the shadows trying to hold back the hunger and the need to kill while my maker unleashed himself. Half way through the group, he stops and toys with the ones still alive
"Do you believe in Jesus?" he asked them.
"Yes" one of the girls responded back, shaking to the point that I thought her bones would surely break.
"That is a truly wonderous thing to believe in such ancient rubish" he said as he grabbed at her
" Make sure to tell the pig that I intend to fill his worthless kingdom with the souls of morons."
And with that he took her life.
Drained a child of her blood and life within seconds. Not because he needed her blood. He did it for the enjoyment of the kill. To spread his hate.
At this time he eyed me in the shadows and called to me to come to him. I obeyed out of fear.
I walked up to the last little girl alive who was in the grips of fear.
"Kill her" he commanded me.
I stared at her for a moment and before I could answer no, he struck me his right hand. He was upon me in seconds, holding the girl in his left hand.
"KILL HER" he demanded
I again just stared at her
"Either you drain her dry or I swear this little human will suffer in TOTAL AGONY till sunrise. You have no choice but to obey me, young one"
He began to apply his vampire claws around her neck until he broke her vein and blood poured out.
I knew from the thirst building inside of me and by the look in his eyes that her life would be over.Either I could end her suffering and fear quickly or could let Rodrik toture her for hours on end So I rose up, grabbed this child and drained her dry. I killed my first true victim and I hate him for making me do so. I will never forget the lack of life in her eyes as I tried to lay her little body down upon the grass and weeds.
Pleased by the outcome, Rodrik smiled and said
"This is what you are now, a hunter of mankind, the angel of death upon these twisted souls. Never forget that nor  disobey me again. We now leave this place and all of your human feelings as well. Revenge awaits, my little spawn. Let us go."
With that he walked off.
I stared at the bodies around me and at the one whos life I just took.
"What about the bodies?" i asked
Rodrik laughed
"Leave them. The message has been sent... I am free of the earth's grasp! Death awaits all those who dare get in my way!!!"
And this was my first night as a vampire.
I am now in some sort of vault for the dead, awaiting the sun to rise. I have no idea where Rodrik is at or if he is coming back. All I know is I miss my mother, my brother, my grandmother, and my friends. I just want to go home and be safe but I will never be able to do that and its killing me.
"That life is over" Rodrik said. "a whole new life begins"
I do not want it. But I have no choice. All I have is this old dusty book to write in as I await more killing and more madness
More memories of innocent children dying by a Hitler like vampire.

Mark
Chickamauga, Georgia
October 8, 2015



Saturday, August 4, 2012

Help me so

I know you are thinking of me


I know you are dreaming of me


I know you are putting words to me


I know you are watching me from afar


I know


I know


I know


I know because I am doing the same thing

help me so

Back

Love you/Hate you
Too many halves and not enough wholes
Remix me
you have the power
If only I could feel this way again
Back to the pain
back to the women who made me
back to the broken statues
back to nothing/everything/something/anything
I just want to go back
before you hurt me so

Only for us

I want back into your garden and into
your golden dreams
Give me love that is only love because
its you
Below was our naked empire
fuled by our pure adrenalin
waves to the grave
I eat you softly
you devour me whole
Cries of a known surprise
I(you) love you(me)
No more searching for the screams
Instant in
backwards ruined time
Just give me your eyes
the velvet miracles
You know I only want to seize your mind
change your life
open a better door.
Something undiscovered
revolt to the gods that this love was never meant for mortals like us.

Waste it we did
but only for us
in our dreams

Love is not the way

The woman in the window looking inward to soul soup
A deep fixed purple agony on the wounded backs of a facless bunch
We get there by choice not by chance
Not a fate to believe in
Not a destiny to pray for
Pennyless monsters around
put further into the delicate ground
Who comes now?
What for?
Give into the anger
Its March lets go
love is not the way

Friday, August 3, 2012

Bria and Chrissy

Thought I would share this here on my blog.
This is a video of Bria and Chrissy singing a cute song about chick-fil-a.
Very funny.
Let me know what you guys think
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IGM3WBc5HWM&feature=my_liked_videos&list=LL-wOfRyFGnCzUI45WZqO2xg

Island

Now matter how hard I try.
she is still inside
So off I go
to parts unknown
fighting the war again, on my own
Time?
I beg of thee
release the hold
I cannot think when tears for her
roll so freely
so often
Leading me home
to the island of bitter reality

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Distance

The light I once had for you
is now dark.
Killing the shadows of you from within
No ghosts
clear ocean waves.
Go away little death
get away further
never return
Killed me you did
Forever I desire only distance